Kurt Cobain said its last legs, as indulge burning.
Jack Kerouac said, forever young, forever tears.
Kaluo Sa said, energetic youth, it is not easy to perish.
Wu said that the youth are fed dog, do not ask me tomorrow.
What Mr. Ng specific, I really can not remember, it may he never told me. Because of his philosophy of doing things almost in nihilism, all things are indifferent attitude, coupled with the work of procrastination rambling, clueless, hence the name "Wu called."
Wu met with the so-called souvenirs now lying quietly in my house, is a torn dress hem. That appointment to livehouse with friends to watch the show, and she has not reached a traffic jam because of heavy rain, I am a man wearing a dress somehow pogo crowd after the station became a wax statue dignified. Wu called standing next to me, the same silence as at the child, if it is a friend to call my panic away, he stepped on Martin boots under the skirt will not tear, our lives would not have intersection.
Probably because I was carrying ripped skirt walking in the rain too embarrassed, Wu called although no reluctance but still put me and my friends back home. He almost never take the initiative to speak on the topic we talked just to cope with the answer, does not seem interested. Long silence, the only sound emitted wipers hide embarrassment.
After returning home, Wu called sent a message to me, that after having tickets when you can give me. We thought this was a polite apology nothing, but the next two months, he really gave me three tickets, but he never appeared.
After the exclusion of his most want to go get me this girl appeared, I asked Wu called in the end is what is being done, how often will get a variety of popular sought-after tickets. Wu called answer clear sky: buy all my own, but do not have time to see, you are also considered to no waste.
Wu called How can so busy, he is just an ordinary employee of the IT department, he said, according to daily work is very relaxed, that is up to a change of computer accessories, solve some lost mail passwords and other such questions, the nature of work is similar to Internet cafes NM, on hand when the deal did not work all the news of the day free to visit again after literally still day shone.
I took such a suspicion about Wu called for dinner, courtesy three days in advance of the agreed time and place, but do not appreciate Wu called, a "time to say" a thousand li away. Intuition told me that he never was a story of male students did. Perhaps my perseverance touched him, about the third time, Wu called finally appeared.
Still askew slovenly appearance, a black T-shirt to wash white, half as long or short pants, sandals, no shave stubble on his chin. Wu's eyes have been called to dodge, but also on the content I asked him outright. But I do not hurry, do not not drunk the cup of wine? Sure enough, the rank and file of the tipsy, Wu called meanders of the period had called experiences.
Wu called Born to a scholarly family, three generations are also up and down Kochi, he deserved that can be referred to as "known three generations." One can imagine that Wu set thousands of so-called birth expectations in one, no matter in which direction the development, he has a unique resource advantages. Learn to draw preschool, primary training speed calculation, secondary play equestrian, high school full closure crucial college entrance examination. Ten years of studying this way, Wu also called walking difficult than the average child, others inspirational admitted at the age of fifteen key institutions, Wu called at birth began to test Tsinghua University Beijing countdown.
Unfortunately, the way stumbled, Wu called almost no one thing worthy of his parents proud. Speed calculation becomes slow count, equestrian exposed his extremely poor physical coordination, and academic performance unsatisfactory. Wu called to say he was really hard, his talent is not enough to rely on hard work the day after tomorrow, maybe had too much time to give birth, God did not favor him seriously.
After each exam results announced, Wu called do not want to go home, he did not know how to face their parents, a man sitting on the bridge and from the traffic count. On several occasions, he also wants to leap, perhaps the only way to make everyone ignore his academic performance, will always live in the same age who are not successful seventeen.
The story still has a turning point, Wu called lackluster love life was lit up. Cram inside in the winter, Wu met his so-called Destiny's Child. In his words, smiles, Erotic, Wu called in to chase the girl that also reflects his indomitable spirit. After acquaintance, Wu called all the careful preparation of fruit from breakfast to recess for the girl is good, comes the rainy, cold day plus clothing, then do not pop warm man, put now absolutely can append the "king of men's warm for him "honorary title.
Wu called the girl while receiving good care, while reluctant to stand. Teenage girls do not own independent personality, often put "my mom" talk about "my mother said I had to be admitted to universities," "My mom will not let me puppy love", "my mom after looking boyfriend of promise ...... "Wu called that in order to love him fight.
I do not know where Wu three months before the entrance to the so-called is how to survive, how he almost never slept a good sleep, put all the energy consumed in the books, papers, the woman of Destiny's thoughts inside.
After the entrance, Wu called sleep a night for two days, it began in a daze, waiting for the college entrance examination scores released devout. It was not so much the result admission notice, as it is the death sentence. From Wu-called know only admitted to a little-known university, he would completely dead in Destiny's Child, "my mother said," the curse, the dead in everyone's lost inside. That faint light of love, but also call suddenly went out.
University for four years, Wu called Dangling wandering. In addition to playing games, listening to music, he almost nothing to do, repeatedly hanging branches, make-up continues after repeatedly hanging branches, but for the family to find the relationship, he estimated that even fail to get a diploma. After graduation, he went to a small company stem from the IT support, stay for five years.
I asked what Wu called the future plans, he said, do not ask me tomorrow, if there is an enormously wealthy man, I want to change tomorrow never come.
"I actually had okay, enough of my own money to spend, it is not well supported by parents, since they are also identified in this life I had to rely on them. After the age, and would easily find someone to marry, struggle for life and how? earn more money or to the grave, not to mention my children will not do anything, further efforts will be futile. now just give me give me water, give me air sunshine, I can live. tomorrow thing, say tomorrow. "
1967, American psychologist Seligman made a classic experiment with the dog, at first the dog in a cage, as long as the buzzer rang, give painful electric shock to the dog in a cage inescapable electric shock after several experiments, the buzzer rang, before giving a shock, first kennel door opened, this time not only did not escape the dog ranging from electric shock but appeared to be lying on the ground began moaning and shaking, could take the initiative to escape but desperately waiting for the arrival of the pain, which is learned helplessness.
Wu called with Seligman dog had the same disease. In the course of his life, had experienced many failures and a sense of loss of control, after long years of grinding, the disease has become more stubborn. He has accustomed himself to fail situation, even if there is the opportunity to break free of the status quo, he will not act, then without exception into a nihilist, I believe that attempts useless, slacking.
Legend, the philosopher Diogenes lived in a barrel, all property owners, including a barrel, a cloak, a stick, a bread bag. Alexander the Great once visited him and asked what he needed, and pledged to honor his wishes. Diogenes replied:. "I hope you flash to one side, do not cover my sunshine"
Wu called not cynicism, but with the same Diogenes refused to change the status quo. He can re-select life from now on, just need a strong initiative, or someone can give recognition and encouragement in drip nuances. But when someone close to when you will feel Wu called blocking his light.
Tomorrow The Sun Also Rises, in the end that a bunch to get your heart?
